why can't I move on

Saturday, December 23, 2017

The memories are the hardest to shed.
They lie by going back to the times when things were wonderful,
when things were exciting,
when you loved me.
My mind cannot accept that you don't love me anymore;
that when you see me you feel nothing,
when you think of me your heart is blank.
When I think of you my heart aches and skips a beat,
because all I can think of are the days when it felt like we had known each other for a lifetime,
like our souls had spent eternity looking for each other.
But in the end your soul went astray,
and left mine alone in the dark.
Beaten until it had nothing left,
 then rejected.

I am nothing to you;
yet you are still everything to me.